Lebanese food, Mexican rugs, and Gelato.

Tonight was really fun.

Camp friends always make me feel so good about myself, and seeing some school peeps wasn't too shabby- I got to drink tea. <3

I wish he didn't come, he was so annoying.... But I feel bad. Whatever, it was a good night and he's a good person.

So, I think I need let go. Even though I don't want to. It's time to start my process of moving into new relationships. I will find good, reliable, strong friendships. I guess New Jew wasn't the place for me. Maybe life is all the same too though. Maybe I'm in denial. But I can't allow myself to become attached anymore.

I'm not going to rely on them to make me feel good anymore.
I don't need them. I simply convince myself that I do.

I am strongest on my own. And although I'll be lonely, and although I'll want to call.
I won't anymore. At least I'll try.