I wish I died yesterday.
Then maybe my mom wouldn't have blamed me for the 50 dollar charge of rushing me to the ER.

I wish I left for college yesterday.
Then maybe my mom would want to buy me cloths and face wash when she had the money to pay for it then.

I hate this house.

I hate this family.

I'm done.

I want to disappear.

I wish I could choose my parents.

I wish God didn't choose you for me.

Fuck this shit.