I feel....

Anger. Rage. Pain. Happiness. Joy. Laughter. Fake laughter. Lies. Truth. Fear. Content. Invisible. Lost. Fragmented. Alone. Cold. Warm. Insecure. Confident. Shy. Cheerful. Disappointed. Betrayed. Abandoned. Limp. Weak. Strong. Torn. Broken. Smothered. Annoyed. Loved. Hated. Wishful. Hope. Regret. Shamed. Guilt. Abused. Light. Heavy. Delicious. Talented. Ordinary. Feeble. Old. Young. New. Past. Present. Future? Gifted. Trust. Reliance. Used. Missed. Relaxed. Stressed. Curious. Changed. Beloved. Pressed. Forced. Strained. Tired. Balanced. Overbearing. Hungry. Satisfied. Full. Cheap. Rich. Lucky. Blessed. Connected. Disconnected. Spaced. Unsure. Understood. Confused. Known. Forgotten. Inspired. Lonely. Pressure. Weight. Pleased. Dead. Alive. Smashed. Chewed. Rebellious. Stupid. Wrong. Right. Ignored. Lurking. Disdain. Apathetic. Gracious. Thankful. Superior. Inferior. Intimidated. Smashed. Reminded. Memory. Sad. Upset. Afraid. Dependent. Independent. Lifeless. Unique. Blind. Deaf. Mute. Silent. Mesmerized. Taken. Meh. Blah. Vicious. Bold. Naked. Fidgety. Tracked. Trapped. Ill. Busy. Failure. Gross. Fat. Skinny. Whatever. Okay. Good. Bad. Boastful. Scrumptious. Deviant. Meek. Tall. Pretty. Short. Beautiful. Gorgeous. Disgusting. Ugly. Grotesque. Beat. Great. Smooth. Accomplished. Incapable.