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“The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.”
When I feel pain, I feel disintegrated.
So what if I'm sensitive? At least I'm not insensitive to your feelings. I'll take in whatever you say, regardless if I agree with it or not. At least I listen. Yes, it will make me depressed, but yes I will go out of my way to make things right. I can't do this anymore.
I'm done. I'm done. I'm done.
I'm unworthy of gracing your presence. I hate you.
You promised.
You tricked me you stupid bitch.
I thought it would never happen again. Wow, what a shocker.
I just want to sleep.
Never.
Can you just be fucking honest? If what I did was so "small and unintentional" why do I deserve this?
Are you over me?
Are you content with your friends and boyfriend?
I hope so.
I hope you're happy.
I fucking love you.
I'm in so much pain.
Congratulations, you've restored the sinking feeling that used to rush through me whenever I thought about my best friend. I sink because there's no one there to catch me anymore. No one.
I spent all my days off with you because you were more important and loving than anyone.
I thought you were different.
I thought I knew you...
Well, you're worse. Worse than her because you watched how she destroyed me.
Why did you fucking bother?

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