Let go already

Once again... I'm BROKEN. I'm shattered into a million pieces and it hurts so much. I'm lonely. Really lonely and unsatisfied. EVERYTHING hurts. Physically, but even more so... mentally. I'm falling so fast that everything looks like a big mush. I want to feel something good. I feel pain. It's all i'm feeling right now. I could have my best friend back in a second. She's here. She's sorry. She's back. For now at least. But, people are unreliable and i cannot allow myself to get attached. Let go. Let go damn it. LET GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I'm releasing. I'm sending back all of the hugs. All of the kisses. I'm letting go. I'm depending on me, myself, and I. I trusting few, and not allowing myself to fall into any more traps. I'm living. Living for me. Living for the people who live for me. Breath Ann Breath. It's ok. It's all going to get better and be ok.